Do you think that we can control our power and emotions? Do you think that the god in inside you? What do you think?
My mind is just wondering. Why can’t I control my emotions? Why can’t I hide my tears with a smile? But I have to do it anyhow, coz. They say me that I am their GOD. They say me I am their living Goddess. I am God so I can’t go outside and play like other children of my age do. I have to hide my childish nature and give blessings to everyone whoever come to visit me. OH! People take my photographs. Am I a celebrity? Certainly not; I have not done anything to be the celebrity. They just brought me from my playing Garden, changed my appearances, and changed my dresses. Oh! God it’s very disgusting. I can’t choose my own dress.
Every morning I have to wake up very early, I can’t sleep for late hour. Nobody understands me. They just worship me. I can’t laugh freely, also I can’t cry aloud. I can’t call my mamma. I can’t call my papa. They also worship me. How can I say them I am not your god. I am your daughter. I am your little child who wants freedom. A little child can’t bless u old people. I can’t be God. I have not any power to be God. I am a normal kid, who has many things to learn from you old people.
Please understand me. Please, don’t worship me. But love me and provide me all those a child need. I want the love and care not the worship. Please understand me; please help me to get out of this prison. I want freedom not the restriction.